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Well, lookie there ;)

March 14th, 2014 (11:53 pm)

Once again, I slack on trying to update these things. I always forget.

Since my last post, I have been with Family Dollar for almost 4 years! F.O.U.R.!
I met someone last year off the internet who I allowed to make myself miserable.
A few years ago I lost the only 2 friends I had left due to some B.S. I got tired of immaturity and pretty much told them in a harsh way to piss off.
Ever since I have been just going to work and just sitting at home on my days off. It gets lonely, but I deal. I don't know where to meet new people...

My dad has dementia and its so tough to watch him go through. I was always so used to him being an outdoors man, always working on cars or watching/helping him do stuff. He used to be so active. Now? All he does is sit on the couch. Won't leave the house and is glued to the TV, thinking that whatever he is watching on TV is live. It's so awkward because as a little girl or even growing up I never even thought about losing my parents. It's all I think about anymore.

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May 14th, 2012 (10:47 pm)

I might come back here. Have to be honest.. kind of forgot about this place. I thought it would be awkward to post because no one would read anything I had to say. However, I might use that as my advantage.

Only problem is, I'm boring. All I do is work and sit at home. Social life? Non existent.

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Long time.

June 23rd, 2011 (12:19 am)

LJ sucks, I had so much posted and it won't post it, or the auto saving sucks... why won't or can't it save every minute or something??? Ugh!!!

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Writer's Block: Time to move on

June 22nd, 2011 (11:56 pm)

If you had to relocate to another city, what would you miss most about the place you're leaving behind.

I have contemplated this, a lot in fact. Right now, I feel as... I want something new. I want to go somewhere. I just don't know yet, if it's leaving here in Canton, Ohio that'll be what I want. This is where I grew up and this is where I was raised. I would miss everything about this city. Whether it be passing by a familiar building or scenario, or listening to those that define the city itself, like civilization and passing cars.

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February 5th, 2010 (03:55 am)

Oh, blah. I keep forgetting I have Scribefire on my browser and can update my journal without going to LJ itself. Because honestly? I forget. Or, I just have absolutely nothing to say. I live the same routine, so there is nothing worth saying that is not going to be repetitive.

Since my last post...

  • I lost my job at Walmart. I was a seasonal cashier and only worked there 3 weeks. All the seasonals were let go at once. This was not supposed to happen! We were all let go early. It was bad judgment on the guy running the store. He hired too many. Regulars were getting their hours cut, etc. Needless to say, I took it pretty bad.
  • I am trying to find another job. Honestly? I could do tons better with trying to find out. I am such a WUSS!!
  • I no longer have internet on my phone. It's hard not having it!! Because I used it when I went outside in the garage to smoke, mainly. Why can't they make a phone pretty much like a computer? Well, Verizon needs something like an iphone, where you can download all these apps. Because if they had one, I would so buy it. So I could get rid of the internet on my pc. Because I only use the internet for FB and social networking sites. What a waste, right?!
  • I am very irresponsible and need better sleeping habits. I go to bed at odd hours of the morning. Wake up to missed calls on my cell from important people, that I don't think I can bother with calling back because by the time I get up the people are no longer in their office. For the life of me I cannot hear any sounds while I'm in a deep sleep.
  • I think I have discovered where my depression comes from. It comes from being at home, or well living at home. Because I know I can be spoiled here. Although, I have been "spoiling" myself lately. I have been paying for the things I don't need. I feel a lot better when I am at someone elses' house.

I really just need to forget everything and just let go! I need to stop worrying over every little thing. I realized if I think about it before I do it, I am more than likely not going to do whatever it is I need to do. If I go ahead and do it I am fine. Weird.

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November 30th, 2009 (12:06 pm)

A milestone has been made!

I got my first real job. I work at Walmart as a seasonal cashier and it sucks. Because I haven't got a clue as to what I'm doing.


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October 6th, 2009 (03:40 am)

I hate waiting...

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September 15th, 2009 (02:15 am)

I'm 23 years young as of August 27th.
I have an interview with BVR on the 21st. (It's a place that helps those who have mental problems whether it be emotionally, etc, find jobs) I'm stoked!
Went to my best friends birthday party this past weekend. It was Hannah Montana themed. Yes, we're awesome. No need for jealousy.
I have an obsession for Facebook. It's bad, lol.

Oh, yeah and . .

Kayne West is a douche.

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August 17th, 2009 (08:28 pm)

I went to the BVR appointment and it went okay. I can't think under pressure, obviously, though... haha. I don't think I'll make it into their program. As all the questions the lady asked were dependent questions and I could do them all, besides the social situations.

I don't have any money for my birth control, which is $9/pop. I haven't been taking my anti-depressants because I can't afford those either. And honestly, I'm lazy. I felt the wrath of not taking them a week ago. I had a mental breakdown. If mental hospitals were free I would be sitting in one.

I'm going to the Welfare office to see if I can get some kind of assistance until I find a job. I'm going to tell them, that I hate my life and everything in it, pretty much. That I wish I wasn't here. Because plain and simple, that's how I feel.

I'm so sick of drama. I'm so sick of people and their poor health situations. I'm so sick of not accomplishing anything. There is totally something wrong with me and it's ANNOYING.

10 days until my 23rd birthday. Woo.

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July 20th, 2009 (05:14 pm)

Well, I am back but who knows for how long. I have been home for like a week from babysitting because the girl I was babysitting for got fired. A whole bunch of crap happened and I honestly don't want to go back to babysitting, anyway. That's not a real job.

I am supposed to be going to this BVR thing in Canton some time hopefully soon. I don't know if it's for someone like me, though? I'm going to be tested to see if I am slow. I do however suffer from depression and social phobia, but I doubt that counts unfortunately. That's like my only hope.

I'm supposed to have an appointment tomorrow with Dr.G and my counselor. The Dr. appointment got canceled because I haven't been doing like I'm supposed to. Which is applying Vaniqua to my face rwice daily like I'm supposed to.

Nothing else has been going on, besides lots of boredom and facebook addiction!

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